even though i know i'll get hurt
i just can't seem to help myself
it was the time
when he smiles at me
with his cute boyish looks
when he laughs at my stupid jokes
when i look into those eyes of his
when i see him watching me play with my tongue ring
i want to be under him again
this time with no alcohol in my blood stream
i want to hear myself breathe
and him saying how good i feel
i want to be his woman
with his arms around just me
i want to be in his pictures instead of her
i want him to fall in love with me
so why can't anything i want ever seem to be
why did I have to be just another virgin on his list
Two Girls In Naivety
April.15.2003
i was kind of thinking…
we never really spoke many words
we didn't really know much about each other
we just flirted without thinking
i wonder what we were doing
two girls cuddling - flirting
two girls touching – and - kissing
then we were kind of just on our way
i wish - i wonder - i think about…
if it could have been made into more
but I suppose it just wasn't meant to be for us
A Fetish Thing
April.23.2003
I have a fetish thing
for being held hard, tightly bound together,
tightly wound up and into one another.
I have a fetish thing
for playing those mind games,
although I do not know the rules I hope you'll teach me along the way.
I have a fetish thing
for being held hard against the mattress, hands above my head,
just writhing and making loud gasping noises.
I have a fetish thing
for sweating all night long wearing nothing but the sheets,
hoping you'll never want to leave and just stay inside of me.
I have a fetish thing
for getting what I want,
for playing with my fingers, for marking up our skin,
being kissed on the neck and quietly held tightly from behind.
I have a real fetish thing for just being taken, by you.
I Tell You All
March.29.2004
I tell you so much
.. Without blinking an eyelash
.. Without feeling an emotion
You now know all of me
What do I have left to share?
I am now feeling scared
.. Afraid of losing you
.. Scared I’ll losing myself
Because I don't know a thing
I am lost in this place
We are lost together?
Yet you are not with me
I've wanted to hold you
.. To be held tightly in my sleep
It did happen one night
And I was shocked and in wonder
I was in awe of the power
We were two bodies as one
I am not sure how to explain
And I am not ashamed
But I have said too much
There is no mystery left
As I’ll lie here alone again
Just something about you
I end up telling you my all
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Ashley Rebecca Kingston
About the author:
Ashley was born during a blizzard in Kingston, Ontario; and grew up in Victoria, BC
with her parents and younger sibling.
As an adult she has traveled the world and lived in Vancouver, BC, and Santiago de
Cuba, Cuba.
Ashley now makes her home again in Victoria, BC with the amazing Adrien and crazy
dog Beyonce.
Home-schooled from the beginning, Ashley still enjoys learning new things, spending
her time reading, writing and researching; designing, intellectual conversations and
walking down on the breakwater with Adrien and Bey.
Discover other titles by Ashley Rebecca Kingston:
Poetry Collection One: Shadow Self Persona
Poetry Collection Two: Cold Dark Difficult Truths
Many more coming soon!
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Twitter: @ashleyoutlander
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